DO YOU HAVE ANY QUESTION(S) FOR ME TO ANSWER?
Well, yes!!!
I composed this to ask you people to ask question(s)...
There's going to be no good nor bad question...
Just ask...
And I will answer...
Well, yes!!!
I composed this to ask you people to ask question(s)...
There's going to be no good nor bad question...
Just ask...
And I will answer...
Why oh why do people always say every Christmas and/or New Year: "You have to forgive...you have to forget...learn to give...learn how to let go..." and all other people's stinky crap blah blahs. Hey, tell you what...STOP FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!!!!
First, it's totally ABSURD, PHONY, HYPOCRITICAL, PIETY EXCESS, HOLIER-THAN-THOU crap of thing! Do not depend your decision on forgiving someone from the yearly holiday crap...
If I am mad, I am mad...nobody can change that and nobody should even try or it'll be your last Christmas. I don't send sms just to anybody listed on my phonebook because it's Christmas...the hell...
Second, being mad is something very human and is justified by each person's reasoning and attitude so why say sorry or forgive during Christmas??? Why? Is it because according to the Christian's holy book that during this point of time Christ was born? I don't think so...everyday is "a must" to celebrate His birth (if I believe on that though),therefore,we should be able to forgive someone any day of the year NOT JUST CHRISTMAS!!!! Well, what I am saying is, it's gonna be our choice if we will really forgive someone or let that person die without hearing or getting your forgiveness. As for my case, DO NOT CONTACT ME just now if you wanna say sorry or whatever because it's just irritating...BITTER? not really, I am just being myself...HARSH? I don't care, this is me...DON'T LIKE IT? Then leave me alone
Well,
just another mistake, and just another “I thought”. It breaks my heart and yeah, tell you what, it’s killing me now.
And
so I feel like I’ve lost my appetite to talk for 8 hours a day 5 days a week
and take all the curses of the those freaking Providers with all smile and
kindness.
And
so I’ve learned something that I am dreaming again of something that I am NOT
SO SURE OF.
And
so I am being coward again and I feel like I’ve lost another gem out of my
possession.
And
so, shame on myself for dreaming too much.
And
so here I am again. Disappointed. Frustrated. Hurt.
Why
am I being like this? I just hate the word “LIKE”…I’m starting to hate the word
“I”.
I
am just freaking wishing right now that I am the type of person who doesn’t
know how to appreciate, a person who will never be attached. A person who doesn’t have any feelings for
anything at all.
I
guess am gonna have to start again, am gonna have to walk away from where I am
right now. It’s never going to be easy but I have no choice but to do it.
I’m
hurt and It’s killing me.
Just like what the song “You’re Beautiful” is trying to say: “It’s time to face the truth, I will never be with you…”
Sunday is gloomy
My hours are slumberless
Dearest the shadows
I live with are numberless
Little white flowers
Will never awaken you
Not where the black coach
Of sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thought
Of ever returning you
Would they be angry
If I thought of joining you
Gloomy sunday
Sunday is gloomy
With shadows I spend it all
My heart and I have decided to end it all
Soon therell be flowers and prayers that are said I know
But let them not weep
Let them know that Im glad to go
Death is no dream for in death Im caressing you
With the last breath of my soul
Ill be blessing you
Gloomy sunday
Dreaming
I was only dreaming
I wake and I find you asleep
In the deep of my heart dear
Darling I hope that my dream never haunted you
My heart is telling you how much I wanted you
Gloomy sunday
I just realized that the rule of nature is really unbreakable. It just fascinates me that everything is well patterned but makes me sad on the other hand. Well, reality bites, that's just how things must go. Maybe, you're wondering what I'm talking about here...Okay, I am just frustrated, hurt and disappointed, three most unbearable feelings for me which unfortunately I have right now. I don't want to mention any specifics here but let me just give examples and I will let you figure it all out.
"SAME POLES REPEL" which is a fact, I just noticed something...that goes for us people as well, a beautiful or handsome person usually end up with those people who are not at their level of appearance (noticed that?). Strong personality will never mix with weak personality or it will explode (noticed that?). A jolly person wont make a serious person do his/her likes. Athletic person probably wont eat at DAD's eat-all-you-can and join someone who's got a big storage room for food.
And, this is just the first time nature proved to me (in my life), that SAME POLES REPEL and it's so sad.
POCHA IHYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WALA NA AKO KIKILITIIN! WAG KA NA MAGRESIGN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!POCHA IHYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WAG KA GANYAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!IHYOGAMI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, I got another job...that only means that am gonna be earning more that what I am earning now which is, of course, better. But, I'm asking myself; Why do I have to do this? I've got no child, we are all independent in our family now, therefore, I don't have to worry financially. Basically, I am just working for myself. Just thinking that maybe I'm so becoming like an American who's got tons of jobs thus making them HELL BUSY or am I being workaholic or something?
Fuck 'em! One thing is for sure regarding this, I will get more and I can do more!
I am just sick and tired of girls saying this “Respect me as a woman”. Well okay, let me just have my say about this topic and allow to go deeper than what I am right now.
Some people think that my approach to almost everything is a bit harsh, WHY? And again WHY? Okay. First, it’s because I always say what I want. Look, why should I shut up and just keep my thoughts? What’s the use of my tongue? What’s the use of my brain if I will just sit and behave like a 5 year old boy. Second, It’s because I don’t see woman as a Superior nor Inferior being, meaning, WE ARE ALL FUCKIN’ EQUAL.
Women all around will always protest so as to give them equal rights and opportunities or whatever and so it was granted! NOW that we are all equal most of them will demand higher respect? I JUST DON’T SEE THE LOGIC? Why? Is it because women’s body structure are much softer than what we MEN have? Okay, if that’s the case girls should stop saying “GIRLS SHOULD GO FIRST” like if we are in a line or something. If they could say curses and harsh statement towards men then MEN should also do the same.
LAW, well…at least 97% of us humans are aware of what this word means. If you will just try to understand what this word is all about then you will know what am trying to say here. If women can disrespect men therefore men can do the same. After all, Law wasn't created in favor of us men nor to women. REMEMBER! You all asked for equality.
Remember this: “Be careful of what you wish for you might get it.” So deal with it.
Now, if you still want the same old cliche, then, stop working, stay at home, don't say a word, and men will provide everything.
It’s just depressing to know that there are people who doesn’t know where Las Piñas City is or worse WHAT Las Piñas is.
Well okay, I often loose my temper everytime people say that our city is not a city at all. First of, FUCK YOU…wehehehehe…you deserve this curse..man check you’re geography! Just in case you don’t know…okay Las Piñas is located way South Manila, Las Piñas City is in MANILA assholes!
Everytime I talk to my friends from the Northern part of Manila they often tease me that I am a fuckin’ outcast…well yeah…I better be, I am from Las Piñas City and we’re all cool here…I’d rather be staying here than go up north where you can hardly breathe a real air….where there are flies and hairless dogs scattered EVERYWHERE….
It’s just too cool to be from the South…
I’m just being defensive here…
Just a little history about my family's bloodline,which I believe affects my personality, oh, no, my complicated personality shall I say, AB88. Well, like most of us Filipinos, my mom has this point something spanish blood basically because our great grandpa is pure spanish (he's dead hehe) and my dad has this complicated story way back WW2, accdg to my mother and my grandmother (father side) they have this Japanese blood well not that some girls married those orients way back but they were raped or something, but no, lately they said it's a KOREAN who raped someone in my father side family 5 1/2 decades ago or way back 30's or 40's not Jap, they have this logical theory (which by the way was there 1st time of giving me a logical theory) that when Japan invaded Korea and China they imported Korean men (of course from korea) and brought them here as their soldiers, SAD and FUNNY but that's the history, can do nothing about it. Just glad here I look very normal. Well, I hate Koreans, those noisy people just won't let you sleep, they just don't get tired of talking to each other 24/7!!!! Sometimes I feel like I'm no longer in the Philippines, everywhere you go...you'll hear NOISY GROUP talking like aliens. I've been to the extreme north part of the Phils and YES I also saw them there! Oh my! Well anyway, going back. Wooooh,okay, yeah, our bloodline is complicated but my face is not. I have foreign friends and they always say that I, somehow, still look a bit like 'em (referring to fuckin' koreans) and they say that maybe the reason why I am this horny is because of my historical backround...I SAID WHAAAAAAT????!!!!! I WON'T RAPE SOMEONE!!!!